LIPSTICKS TO TRY | SPRING 2017

Hello! How are you today?

Sorry for not being here. I had a concussion and I was in hospital for a while. I'm all good now, but I can't dance which is unfortunate. My head still hurts a bit and I feel dizzy sometimes, but as I said it's getting better.

In this post, I'll be showing you my lipstick picks for spring. Spring is almost upon us and I am more than happy about it. I'll introduce you to some bright-coloured lipsticks filled with radiance and joy just like spring. This is the right time to be different and the right time to forget about your 'timid self'. Let's get started!

YOUNG ONES | LOVE

Hello everyone!

How are you? Long time no see. I've been crazy busy and uninspired. I was really confused this whole time because legally, I'm not a child, but I feel like one. Idk. 

I have an ootd post because these are my favs to make. Weather is a little bit better these days and so is my mood. I can't wait for spring to come! I love spring. I think it's because of my depression. It gets better in spring. 

GALENTINE'S DAY WITH MY CHEER TEAM! | AD

Hello everybody! How are you?

I got the idea for this post from Eventbride (Click) which is a good source for planning and organizing events. You can easily set up events of your own and track who will be coming online with event organization software! (Click) They reached out to me with a great idea to make a post about Galentine's day. It's a day for you and your BFFs.

I thought since my bestie Alex lives in another country, I would make a fun day with my dearest cheerleaders. Our team is called DestinyCheerTeam and it is the only cheerleading club in Kosice, Slovakia. This kind of post is quite unusual for my blog, but after a long time of deciding it is finally here! We had a fun lesson full of dancing, conditioning, stretching and stunting and girls enjoyed it a lot!

You can follow my team on social media: Facebook- DestinyCheerTeam, Youtube and Instagram.

LONG TIME NO SEE

Long time no see & Happy New year!! :)

How are you all doing? I have been so innactive since last year and I do have a reason for that. In one of my previous posts I wrote about my health getting bad again. Due to my really annoying health problems I could not post on my blog, but I was still active on my instagram (@jayypam).

How has been your 2017 so far? I would love to know! I have had some rough days, but you know new year new motivation (so lame).

One fact you did not know is that my bestie ALEX  (click) visited me. I had such a great time with my baby and I can not wait to see her again! She is my sunshine.

In today's post I'm gonna insert a few pictures from my trip to Dedinky.(click) Alex, my boyfriend and I went to my family's cottage and we also spent New Year's Eve there. Enjoy the pictures and I will talk to you soon!

Disclaimer: Pictures are unedited.

GRUNGE p.10

Hello everyone! How are you?

It has been a long time since I have posted a post like this so I hope you enjoy it.:)

Last grunge post.

SAN FRANCISCO

Hello beautiful people! How are you?

*Do you want fall outfit series? Let me know!*

Autumn is finally upon us and frankly, I am feeling the excitement going though my veins. I love autumn. It is inspiring, melancholic, gloomy and incredibly beautiful. Who agrees? I find myself way more creative in these colder seasons. On the other hand, I am also way more sad. Not sure why, but I heard that people are digging deeper into themselves when it comes to autumn/winter. What do you think? I think it is true. Indeed, that is my case, I am really sensitive to weather changes (including seasons of course!).

I have a relaxed and casual outfit for you that I wore on Thursday. School has started and slowly it is becoming harder and harder. I am fine with it (surprisingly). BTW: I love this weather! I love love love autumn clothes so much. Fall fashion in general is stunning and way more appealing (at least to me).

 

LOST ON YOU

Hello everybody! Are you excited for my fall series? I have done it last year and I have truly enjoyed it.

This is the first "autumn" related post, although the pictures were taken in summer. It was colder that day so..pssst. Me and my friend went on a little trip and we had a nice time. I only have three pictures which is sad, but when doing these series I will try to take more pictures and create better content. I hope you are excited as much as I am.

TBT: EN ROUTE #RUMUNIA Targoviste

Throwback to my travel diaries series.

Hello! Ever since we have left Rumunia, I did not have an acces to my laptop, because it is being repaired. I asked my friend to borrow me his laptop so here I am. 

I hope I will get my laptop as soon as possible, because I am planning tons of fall outfits and other exciting things! Enjoy this little throwback and I will hopefully see you soon.

EN ROUTE #SOFIA

*TRAVEL DIARIES*

Hello beautiful people! How are you today?

Today was such a hard and long day. We travelled from Belgrade to Sofia and it took ages because the highway was full of cars. I guess a lot of people are going on a vacation as well. I was so nervous waiting in the queue because it was hot and just...oh. As I said, it was difficult.

When we arrived to our hotel (which is absolutely stunning!), we immidiately looked up public transport and went to the shopping center. I have never seen a shopping center like this in my life. It was huge and beautifully organised. I loved it. 

After that, we tried to find the city center but we were lost. We were walking around completely clueless for about 1,5 hours. Luckily, we found the main street and finally sat up at Mc Donalds. I personally did not eat there, but it was the only place which had a place to sit.

Sofia is a magical place. I love it. Franly, I like it more than Belgrade but Belgrade had better athmosphere. Anyway, have you ever been to any of those places? If so, did you like it? Let me know!

Neverending row.

EN ROUTE #BELGRADE DAY 2

*Travel diaries*
Hello beautiful people! How are you?

Today me and my father went to see the center of Belgrade again, but this time we also went to Kalemegdan (castle). It was truly beautiful and breathtaking. I also did some shopping.

En Route #BELGRADE

*TRAVEL DIARIES*

Hellas beautiful People.  Long time no see. How are you?

I'm writing you from Belgrade, Serbia. I'm so excited to be here. I'm here for 2 days and then I am going to Bulgaria and Romania. I am planning to do outfit diaries as much as possible. Hope you enjoy!

 Shirt- Gate
 Skirt- H&M
 Shoes- Converse

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CARMEN

Hello everyone, how are you?

I thought I'd post my outfit I wore yesterday. It was a nice sunny day. How was your weekend?

Cardigan-H&M
Sweater-H&M
Jeans-Bershka
Shoes-Deichman
Glasses- I bought them a while ago on some website. I'm sure it's not in stock anymore.
Bag- tvojstyl.sk 

Title:

I'm in love with this song.

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RECOVERY #1

Hello everyone. How are you?

Recovery is the hardest part of every illness, I think. It might take months and years..But it will eventually work. I want to share my recovery from major depressive disorder and anxiety.

My mental illness started a while ago, probably 3-4 years ago. My 'official' recovery started in february 2014 but I wasn't ready for it. It was too soon. One thing I've learned is that with depression you need a lot of time and patience. It's something so deep and personal and can not be treated within a few weeks. The real recovery starts when you are ready for it and when you tell yourself now I am getting better and I feel healthy. It's when you can handle things on your own-at least most of the time.

My real recovery started in March. I'm not quite sure though. I decided to recover and I decided to be happy again. Why? I was fed up with this shitty life I was living. I used to be at home alone crying about all the things I haven't done. because of depression. One day I just said to myself : OK that's enough I'm going out. That was it. I went out, met a new guy and since then, I've been meeting tons of new people, I've been going out with my new friends and I've never felt happier.

Everything is in your hands you just need to wait for the right time. You need to take some time to heal yourself, to truly understand what your soul needs. After you realise it, everything will change and you will grow.

All you need is some time and to forgive yourself. Do it. Please.

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