PITY PARTY

Hi lovelies! How are you today? I hope you are fine.

I'm so glad I have time for my blog again. I was lost between biology and prezentation about bunnies. I'm not kidding. I've been busy recently/thanks school/ but today I managed to take some pictures of my outfit. I took them by myself so they aren't really good.

Also, I'm getting a little sick and tbh I'm scared. I need to go to school.

Back to my outfit:

 I've decided to wear skirt because I feel very comfortable and confident in it. What's more, it goes with everything and looks really good.

 I paired it with this light grey cardigan with pockets on the side. The material is very thin so it's amazing for this hot weather.

 Of course, you can't forget you necklace girl. I have this one because it's my favourite one.

And lastly, my babies. I love these shoes.

Cardigan-C&A
Vest top- Tally Wejil
Skirt-H&M
Backpack-Converse
Necklace-Ebay
Shoes-H&M

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What do you like to wear in autumn? Let me know! :)

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I AM (NOT) OKAY

Hello everyone? How are you?

It's finally the season for teas. Yes. Finally. Autumn is slowly appproaching and I am so so happy about that. Today was such a beautiful day/typical fall day. It was sunny but a bit cold at the same time. I felt super fancy because I wore my mustard cardigan.

But that's not point of this post. I wanted to express my feelings and talk to you. I go from extreme to extreme. One week I am sociable af and the second week I barely talk to my homie Maggie/my very good friend/classmate. I go from supper happy, confident and independent girl to depressed loser. I must admit, it sucks. And I can't controll it. For instance, on Monday I was feeling down and I wasn't having a nice time but then after school I went swimming with my mom and everything got better. I was laughing for no reason and started making jokes as if I was never sad and everything was ok. Any advice?

Sometimes I'm walking from school and I forget the way home. I feel like I'm in a dream and I am going to disappear any second. I feel like a ghost. I forget who I am or where I'm going. This used to happen to me last school year but most of the time I would go home with my boyfriend, so he guide me. But now..I go home alone everyday and I am scared that one day I won't be able to go back home.

Today we had our first psychology lesson on social studies. I loved it so much and I can't wait for more. A lot of my classmates found it boring. I didn't. I think studying people's mind is so interesting.

That's all for today, I hope I will add a new ootd post asap. I just don't have anyone to take pictures of me.

Gosh how I love tea. Ok bye.

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WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE

Hello everybody! How are you?

*Fall inspiration-details*

I haven't been active for a while and I am sorry for that, but school's started and if you read my Dear diary post, you would know that I am a bit confused right now. I don't have anyone to take pictures of me, neither I have posts ideas. And no inspiration. And no time.

Back to the post, today I took some pictures of a simple outfit you can wear during the fall. I didn't add any cardigan or a chunky flannel just because it's almost 30 degrees Celsius outside. I am not kidding. I hate it. It was supposed to be  fall time and not late summer. I think tomorrow I am going to wear shorts because of the weather. It's very annoying.

 For this outfit, I've chosen high wasted jeans. I love this type of jeans, because it fits me the best and I fell very comfortable and confident in it. Jeans that are low wasted never fits me, because of the waist (it is always too big) and lenght.

 And to add a little bit of detail, I put on this vest top with scalloped detail on the neckline and also on the ??bottom/end?? of the shirt. It is all black which I adore and fits into this autumn atmosphere perfectly.

Messy hair have hair

Top-Primark
Jeans-H&M

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What do you like to wear in very hot fall days? Or maybe "late summer"? Let me know! :)

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DEAR DIARY- SCHOOL AND SHT

Dear diary,

I am writing to you while watching some Lily Melrose vlogs. It's friday, so I have some free time for myself. This week was quite hectic and to be honest, I don't remember much of it, because of the stress and anxiety. It happens to me quite a lot. I just forget things and..it sucks. The only thing I can remember is when I did yoga with my friend M. I love yoga, it's very calming and if you are very stressed, it will definitely help you. After the yoga we meditated for a little.

As I said, this week was hectic and I realized a lot of things. As I was waiting for my friend to get out of the toilet the other day, I realized that this is my new reality. These people. This school. This place. To tell you the truth, I was sad about that. Do you know why? Some people in my class hate me. It's not like I care a lot or anything, it just bothers me how they are laughing at me and hating on me FOR NO REASON. Do I deserve it or what? I don't understand. It is acutally funny, because these people don't even know me.

But on the other hand, I think I can deal with it. I have my friends and I am happy with them. Why would I waste my time on someone  who doesn't deserve it? I have other impornant things to do.

Another thing is, I will take extra french classes. I signed up on Thursday with my friend M and her boyfriend A. I can't wait. The classes start on 29th of September. I really do need to improve my French.

I remember walking down the city. I don't know the day or time. I just remember walking down the street and watching other people. I was looking at the trees and the leaves, kind of hoping them to change colours soon. I was watching people in hoodies. I felt autumn in the air. I felt happiness in my heart and smile on my face. And in that moment, I wasn't afraid of depression and school anymore. It was just me living in the moment and breathing fresh air.

How are you doing lately? How's school? Let me know!

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ROMPER STOMPER

Hello everybody? How are you?

*Fall inspiration*

School's started and I am feeling pretty scared. This year will be harder than the year before. I am scared that I won't be able to handle all the homework and studying. I will update you about it anyway.

Today I have these photos. I took all of these pictures myself, so they aren't really good, but I will try to do proper photos for my ootd posts. I will do my best I promise.

As you can see, this outfit is very skinhead inspired. I am not skinhead girl or anything myself, I'm just in love with their fashion. Especially in autumn.

Hoodie-C&A
Tee-Lonsdale
Jeggings-Next
Socks-C&A
Shoes-Deichman
Bag-H&M

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SUMMER PLAYLIST/ MUSIC FAVES p.2

Hello everybody? How are you doing?

Part one.

One of my all time faves is Sky Ferreira. I think I mentioned this song(up here) in some of my posts. But I also enjoyed 24 hours, Sad dream and Ghost. Mentioning Night time my time is pointless, because it is my all time favourite song.

This song is f*cking perfect. I don't need to explain myself.

This song is so sad yet so beautiful.

And lastly this perfection called CRY BABY by Melanie Martinez. This is a masterpiece. I cannot describe how much I love this album.  It was hard to choose my favourites, so here they are: Pity party, Mad hatter, Play date, Pacify her. I also love Mrs Potatoe Head and Bittersweet tragedy, but not as much as the other ones. Definitely listen to this perfection!

What have you been listening to? Let me know! :)

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